I have really wanted to share the words in my heart for weeks. The reality is that the transition I have made from living in Boulder, CO to Venice, CA has been really intense and has come with some growing pains. I admittedly seem to put a lot of pressure on myself to “do well”, and the waves of my desire to “do it all” and “do nothing” seem to ebb and flow like ocean waves. The truth of the matter is that I have energetically been asked by the universe to temporarily “let go” of several projects that I had been working on prior to moving to California. The clients I have left “hanging” seem to be unhappy with my work and choice to commit the majority of my time to producing Mayan Heart Festival. While I know deep down that Mayan Heart Festival is something I will look back on and be glad I invested my time in, I constantly find myself wishing I had more time and energy to help more people. What I really want people to know is that I operate very intuitively and always follow my gut on the choices I am making. I never purposely try to hurt the people I love and genuinely love everyone in my life. That said, I am so sorry if you have been hurt by my lack of communication or ability to follow up with you in a timely manner recently. What I have quickly discovered since moving to California is that I have tons of opportunity to work and grow my company here. Lots of the people I have met since moving here need my help. However, this has left me feeling constantly guilty because I am just a single person and can only do so much in a single day. Setting priorities and finding life balance has proven to be a challenge for me in this transition.
The week I arrived in CA, my assistant “quit” without saying a word to me or letting me know she could no longer work with me. I have been heartbroken about the communication-less break-up. It hurts to invest in a relationship with someone and then be cut off and “ghosted” without any apparent rhyme or reason. I worry about her and wonder WTF happened? I truly need help to grow and expand my company and vision but the time to train someone seems to be non-existent and I now find myself with trust issues surrounding allowance of other people to help manage my company. Nevertheless, I am still looking for an intern to help me starting in the new year. If you are interested in working with me or know someone who might like to expand their knowledge of Digital Design, Social Media Strategy, and Event Production don’t hesitate to reach out to me.
Once published this will be my 278th blog post. Looking at my blog and the evolution of my life, career, and writing over the past few years brings up a lot of feelings. Feelings of confusion over why I continue to invest time and energy in blogging when that doesn’t seem to be directly helping me “manifest” a paycheck, feelings of joy at the epic adventures I have had crossing off hundreds of #musicalbucketlist artist and experiences, feelings of grief over the reality that at one point (2016) this blog was a place I shared the deeply intimate story of losing my home to a fire. Could I start to “monetize” my blog? Yes, but I don’t really want my deeply personal story surrounded by ads for material items made in sweatshops. Should I continue to blog about amazing adventures regardless of if I am getting “paid” to do so? The truth is that after 277 blog posts, it is safe to say there is something I truly love about blogging. I find it therapeutic. The art of writing is magical for me.
A few months ago I started a journal writing practice that has changed my life. After a powerful new moon + a good dose of inspiration from my yogi friend Alec Rouben in Denver after one of his Yoga workshops back in July at Circus Collective. I began writing a monthly Vision Plan in a journal my mom brought me back from Paris, France with the famous “Tenture De La Dame A La Licorne” tapestry on it. Vision Plan writing is a manifestation practice where you write in a journal at the beginning of the month as if you have already manifested the reality you are hoping to create for the month ahead. I wasn’t really sure what would happen when I started doing this practice but I decided I had nothing to lose.
I have always had a lot on my life to-do list so I started by writing my biggest goal for July 2018. This is the first thing I wrote: “I Brielle R Bataille am so honored to be 100% self-employed by my company Manifestation Media by July 31st 2018. A few days later I found myself writing a letter of resignation to the part time job that I had been at for 3 years. The practice started working immediately. I was fully self-employed 13 days later, several days before my target date.
After an undeniable level of success calling in a new reality, I am excited to share today that this practice has become one of the keys to manifestation of success on the current #SacredMissionTour I am now blessed to be on. This practice is absolutely amazing and if you are wondering how to manifest the life of your dreams, I recommend taking the time to write down a monthly vision plan to set the intention for the month you desire to manifest. Since moving to California, I have felt myself becoming more “sensitive” and the words I speak and write seem to manifest into my reality even more easily now than before. I moved to LA 44 days ago on a new mission to #HarmonizeHumanity and #HealEarth. This work has now manifested into an on-going “tour” that I am now branding as my #SacredMissionTour.
I have been blessed with many amazing experiences and travel opportunities since making the decision visit in October and ultimately making my “big move” to California to purse advancement of my career. Over the past few weeks, I have connected with and been hired by some SUPERSTARS to help promote and produce a series of amazing conscious events that will be happening at beautiful sites over the next year all over the USA & ABROAD. I am very excited for what the future holds. I have opened a “portal to new abundance” by moving here to California. I am excited that so many people I have connected with appreciate my vision and genuinely need my help! It feels so good to be loved, needed, and appreciated so much for doing the work I am doing in the world. I never expected that I would have so much opportunity or feel so “welcomed” in a place like Los Angeles.
As I have continued to ride the wave of infinite possibilities and allow the magic of manifestation to unfold, more opportunities have opened up for me in Guatamala, calling me to stay in the country for several weeks. Mayan Heart Festival is JUST 10 days away and I am BEYOND EXCITED to go on this massive Winter Solstice Full Moon adventure into the jungle. After Mayan Heart, I will be heading to Lake Atitlan to co-create Cosmic Convergence and ring in 2019. I am so excited to announce that I have been offered the exciting opportunity to teach a workshop I have named “Manifesting Your Dream Reality” at Tierra Musica retreat at Mystical Yoga Farm happening Jan 4-10. This means my trip to guatamala will be 28 days long. This number is very synchronistic as it is the number of days that Cacao stays in your system. I learned this over the last 2 months as I have helped promote and attended several events that featured Cacao ceremonies for the beautiful Mayan Heart Festival community.
I plan to dive deep into my sacred dance, yoga, writing, and connecting with nature practices while I am in Guatamala. My intention is to allow the magic of the jungle nourish, ground, and surround me with clarity and inspiration as I continue to MANIFEST MY DREAM REALITY WITH AN OPEN HEART FULL OF LOVE FOR ALL OF THE LIGHT BEINGS IN THE GALAXY.
I hope to see you in the Jungle! Cheers to ringing in a NEW DAWN of Peace, Love, and Libration of our planet earth. Blessings to you this holiday season and may the light of universal love illuminate your path to freedom over the next few weeks. Make sure to stay tuned for info on the mass meditation happening on the Solstice Dec 21st in conjunction with Mayan Heart Festival and Unify.com. The world needs our collective prayer now more than ever. Pachamama is calling, the time for change is here.
The new dawn is near.
Wishing you abundance and blessings for a beautiful holiday season and a happy new year! See you in 2019!
>>> P.S. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEND ME A GIFT THIS HOLIDAY SEASON PLEASE DO SO VIA PAYPAL DONATION HERE. I AM LOOKING TO RAISE FUNDS FOR MY TRIP AND WILL BE PURCHASING ALL OF MY GIFTS FOR FAMILY AND FRIENDS DOWN IN GUATEMALA TO SUPPORT LOCAL ARTIST. <<<
MANIFESTATION MEDIA’S SACRED MISSION TOUR PHASE #1: GUATEMALA
DEC 20-23 – MAYAN HEART FESTIVAL – TIKAL – EL REMATE LAKE PETEN ITZA – HOTEL GRINGO PERDIDO
DEC 29 2018 – JAN 1, 2019 – COSMIC CONVERGENCE – LAKE ATITLAN
JAN 5 – 10, 2019 – Tierra Musica – Mystical Yoga Farm